Category: Relationships

Feb 03

Joy Journal Project Assignment #9

The power of appreciation is often overlooked. Over time and life, our brains are typically trained to remember things that make an impact, both good and bad, but learning to dwell on moments of appreciation and gratitude takes intention. The good news is we can retrain our brains to remember stories of appreciation and joy. These memories can not only bring a more joyful approach to each day, but they can also help us to cope with times of overwhelm and difficulty.

Our homework this month has to do with recalling a moment of appreciation that has happened since the beginning of the year. This moment can involve a person, an experience, or a place. It can be seemingly insignificant or quite enormous. I’ve asked that you either write about this appreciation moment or tell another person about this moment. If you haven’t done so yet, this is your beginning point. Also, give the moment a name. Naming your moment can help you to recall it more easily, and making an art journal page will secure it even deeper in your brain.

I’ve shared my moment with those signed up for the mailing list, but for the rest of you, here it is (if you’d like to receive email notifications about assignments, go here) :

Quesadilla: Many of you know that I am back to school. I’m taking prerequisites for a Masters in Art Therapy degree. I haven’t taken college classes since 1990, so this really is a brave new world for me. Now, 2 of the 3 classes I am taking are during my lunch hour, and eating is a really big deal to me. If I don’t eat well and often, my brain shuts off completely. The first week of school, my dear husband made me the most scrumptious quesadillas before each class so that my brain would be able to function during class. Since then, I’ve gotten my schedule figured out and have had plenty of time to feed myself, but that first week, those quesadillas were such a blessing to me.

And now to seal that memory for continued appreciation.

This assignment we will begin with collage. Cover your page layout with scraps using gel medium as glue. I use an old magazine or catalog as a glueing surface so I don’t get my page all sticky. Just apply gel medium to the back of the scraps with a brush, press onto the page securely and use a plastic card or something similar to scrape from the center to the edges of the paper scrap. This will remove any air bubbles caught underneath the paper as well as reveal where the piece may not be securely attached. If you need to add a bit more glue under a corner, just peel it back and brush a bit more on then scrape with the card again.

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Continue until your page is filled.

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Next cover the collage with a thin layer of acrylic paint. Either wet the brush down to thin your paint or use a paint that is less opaque. Here I used a favorite of mine, Golden Fluid Acrylic in Quinacridone/Nickel Azo Gold.

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I wanted to mute the color a bit, so I added another layer of fluid acrylic paint, an off-white color, and blotted it with a paper towel so remove excess. Feel free to use as many colors as you’d like, being aware that a thinner paint allows hints of the images beneath to reveal themselves.

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Now we have a platform to tell our appreciation story. If you’d like, use more collage elements to tell your story, Write the story out if you’d like. Use more doodles and words like we did for assignment #8 if this would add to your story. I am taking a drawing class right now, so decided to challenge myself with a 5 minute sketch of my subjects, my husband and a quesadilla, which I cut out and added to my page with gel medium. If you would like to try this but you are hearing “but I can’t draw” in your brain, just give it a shot. I’ll have you know that my husband doesn’t really look much like the drawing, but I know who it is meant to be and that brings me joy.

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To add color to my drawing, I used Caran D’Ache Neocolor II watersoluble crayons. No matter what form you use to tell your story, you can add color with these crayons and either use water or leave them in “crayon” form.

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To add more color to the page, I am adding a border using the crayon as well. Another way to incorporate the crayon onto the page is to paint the crayon with a bit of white gesso on the brush. This makes the color more opaque. Since I am desiring texture, after spreading some color in this manner, I blotted some away to leave a more patchy look. Leaving the color smooth is also a nice effect.

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And then just keep pressing in with details. I’ve decided to add words using a waterproof pen, write some of my story, and add more splashes of color. And of course, I had to use some of my other favorite journaling tools, gel pens and oil pastels.

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And when you feel your story has been told, you are done.

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Please share what your story and page. You can either:

  • leave a comment with a link to your blog post  -OR-
  • join the facebook group to share photos and stories

 

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Jan 05

2 things

First, to let you all know, my sister-in-law is on the road to recovery. She has a long road to go and will most likely be in the hospital for several weeks, but the medical staff is using the phrase “out of the woods.” They also used the word “miraculous” so I want to thank all of you who have prayed for her life and health. As God brings her to mind, please continue to pray.

And second, tomorrow is the first Joy Journal Project assignment of the new year! Since we will be using watercolor crayons and/or paints over our word for the year, I’d thought I’d share some of my favorite permanent ink pens.

Waterproof ink pens

My all time favorite is the Copic Multiliner in the middle. Second choice for writing or line work is the Sakura Micron pen. And third choice for me is the Faber-Castell Pitt artist pen, although I thoroughly enjoy using the Faber-Castell Pitt artist pen with the brush tip for coloring details. This is my go-to marker set.

Faber-Castell Pitt brush pens

Now with watercolors, I am quite inexperienced. I have a few sets like we used in gradeschool. To play with them more extensively, I purchased a travel set of Winsor & Newton watercolors and really like the vibrancy and ease of use. And of course, I use the Caran D’ache Neocolor II Watersoluble wax pastels for many different applications.

Pile o' watercolors

What are your favorite watercolors and why? Tell me more!

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Jan 01

Word for 2013

Vita: life, way of life.

prayer candle for Kris
Life, it is precious. I have been ruminating over this word as I feel that 2013 will be very lively, life-filled, life-giving. But it has a deeper meaning today as we pray for the life of a dear family member. She is in ICU in critical condition, her life on the line. There is really nothing we can do but pray right now, but I believe that prayer is powerful and am grateful to know that my heavenly Father hears and responds. Please join me in praying for the life, the vital stream, that runs through my sister’s body.

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Nov 02

Glimpses of AEDM 1-2

While working in my Gratitude Journal, I am also working through my upcoming Joy Journal assignment, so you only get to see glimpses. My goal with the Joy Journal Project was to be quite ahead of the game in planning and photographing the assignments. I haven’t fallen behind, but I certainly haven’t come near meeting my goal. I am hopeful this month though. My energy level rises each day, and so does my ability to move beyond daily tasks to ART.

Day 1 of my Gratitude Journal
AEDM Day 1

Journaled: It has been so long since I’ve wanted to be here, sitting at my art desk, doing something, anything. I am feeling raw and new like I’ve never been here before. I am grateful to be here, starting anew. Like a child, I want to re-enter uninhibited. I realize to do this, I must admit to myself everything that I don’t know how to do, that  I am really just beginning. Well, here I am. Present. Ready.

I did not actually work in my gratitude journal today. Instead my son and I went on a nature walk in which he found this little guy:
Juvenile box turtle

And I worked on the Joy Journal Project.

Day 2 in my Joy Journal
AEDM Day 2

But I do want to address the topic of the day at An Attitude of Gratitude which touches on being mindful and present in the moment. In my sequestered time, I had to be disciplined so as not to fall into bad habits of laziness such as playing solitaire all day (which I sometimes did anyway). In my quiet moments of which there were many, I began to observe the birds at the feeder, watching their movements, their behaviors and interactions. In these moments, I felt more present and connected with life than any time spent on facebook “connecting” with my friends. I felt privileged to glimpse such a display of beauty and grace. I even have a slight desire to wash my windows just to see them more clearly (this, my friends, is a miracle). The trick for me now as I regain my energy is to keep this awe of the tiny daily things happening around me. I want to be aware of the spiders as they build their webs. I want to recognize the squirrels as they dance across the fence. I want to notice the joy and flicker in my son’s eyes as he tells another cheesy joke. Really, I want to maintain my ability to see.

So if I really want these things, I have to look at what pulls me away from them. It takes me but a second to recognize that every time I sit at my computer, my attention is no longer “present.” It has been sucked into cyberspace. And my phone also gives me the same issue. The trick for me is to use my computer and phone as tools and not as a replacement for connection to life, and not to get sucked in. This may be quite cliché, but if I knew it was my last day on earth, would I spend it clicking around on the internet, running down rabbit holes, checking status updates and new posts?

I’m currently reading the incredible book, Renovation of the Heart by Dallas Willard. He brings such sharp focus to what we need to succeed in our good intentions (which would include my desire to not get sucked into cyberspace). The acronym VIM is just that: vision, intent and means. Without all 3 of these components, we human beings are not likely to succeed in fulfilling our goals. So if my goal is to stay present to appreciate life, what is my VIM?

Vision: Abundant joy and purpose in the daily is what I feel when I am present and what I envision if I were to stay present.

Intent: I have decided that I would much prefer living a life being present. I want to live this way. I am choosing this direction.

Means: I don’t want to always operate on will-power, battling myself to do what I’ve decided is the right thing. Instead with my decision to live life being present in the space I inhabit, I am going to begin by discovering and identifying what is preventing me from doing this, and continually working towards my goal.

This may be my first year of Art Every Day Month that I am not working to get a daily post of my art done. For the days I miss, assume I’m watching the birds or having an amazing conversation with my family. First things first.

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Jul 22

EncaustiCamp 2012

EncaustiCamp was an amazing repeat of last year’s event. This year I added a few extra days to my trip to soak in the beauty of  Oregon. One of my first stops was at Stumptown to liven my flight weary brain.  I was introduced to Stumptown coffee in Port Townsend, WA at the Undertown and am now a verified fan.


The the small bit of Oregon’s coastline that I traveled was stunning.  I was every so thankful that I remembered my socks and my jacket, because it was just as chilly as it was beautiful. Such a violent switch from Kansas City’s 110 degree heat I left behind. I made it only as south as Newport to climb the 114 steps of the oldest lighthouse on the Oregon coast before I had to head back towards Portland.

I made it back to Portland in time to help Jess Greene set up for a Jumpstart Creativity event. At this one, I had the fortune of meeting Linda Womack who demoed encaustic monotype. Everyone loved playing with that. And I was so happy to see my friend, Lulu, and her husband there. Refreshment in the presence of friends.

The next morning the EncaustiCamp crew gathered at VooDoo Doughnuts for a hearty breakfast of sugar and coffee. Of course I had to try the bacon, maple donut, and it was as tasty as I had dreamed.

We then were off to Scrap and Muse.

Becky & Betti have more room in their luggage for the flight home. They hit the jackpot.

I really had to restrain myself with the shopping as my suitcase weight load was already at its maximum.

That afternoon, a group of us had the pleasure of meeting Karl Kaiser at the Attic Gallery.

He kindly shared about his paintings, his techniques, and answered all of our questions thoroughly and patiently. After admiring his paintings online, I was thrilled to be able to view up close.

I really find great pleasure in meeting other artists who are open to sharing without fear of jeopardizing their niche.

That evening we gathered at the campus of the Western Mennonite School where our camp officially began. What a peaceful environment for learning artistic technique. The organizer, Patricia Baldwin Seggebruch, has a knack for making everyone there feel like family.

My first class the next day was Wax & Paper taught by Michelle Belto.

Our extremely knowledgeable instructor, Michelle Belto.

My neighbor and I made paper together about 15 years ago during the time period I first began to explore my own creativity. In learning the correct way to make paper, I found that my neighbor and I were not too far off.

In class, I really enjoyed following a process from beginning to end in which the whole piece, substrate and all, were made by me. Oh yea, and I have this thing for paper.

So paper was incorporated into my second day as Bridgette Guerzon-Mills taught us how to paint and construct an encaustic journal.

Bridgette sharing her wealth of techniques for encaustic painting

She provided handmade papers from Guatemala for our journals. I’ve always loved journals, but have never learned to bind my own.

Learning the binding stitch in which I believe I reached a book binder’s high.

Learning a simple binding stitch has revolutionized the way I will be approaching journals from here forward.

Back cover of my journal: self portrait

Front cover of my journal: also a self portrait

Our group bonded even more the next day as we toured museums, galleries, wineries and a dairy in the Salem area. Oregon is just so beautiful.

My last day of class, Sue Stover shared her vast knowledge of batik and how to incorporate into encaustic painting. I fell in love the the tjanting tool and found such freedom and flow with making marks using the tool on the various papers (yes, more paper) provided for us.

Time no longer existed as we played and experimented.

Bye Oregon *waving soulfully

I flew home a week ago. Still haven’t quite gotten back into the swing of things. Perhaps it’s the heat. Perhaps I’m just missing my encaustic family.

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Jun 21

A glimpse of quiet

Our next Joy Journal Project is about quiet, shhh. Class is July 1. Join us online or in person.

Joy Journal Project #1

Our first Joy Journal Project assignment was to create a page featuring someone that brought a sparkle to our eyes. The one I created in class featured my mother. Sometimes I think there is no one that loves her family more. She is forever planning events and happenings that will bring us together and build such sweet memories. Besides that, I will never forget the loving nurturing I received growing up. When I was a girl, I was plagued with severe leg aches from a young age into adulthood. Whenever I would cry out in the night, my mom would arrive with a tube of Ben Gay and would rub my aching legs until I fell back asleep. In one thousand lines of poetry, I could never express to her how deeply this loving act affected the core of my being.

While I may never fully express my appreciation to her, I can continue to pour out my heart on the pages of my journals. That is one very large reason I am so thrilled to be attending Orly Avineri‘s art journaling class, The Secret Lives of Paint Drippings, this Sunday! And I get to attend with two of my closest friends. Woohoo!

But never fear, I’ll be back in time to teach our next Joy Journal Project assignment on July 1.

Oh, and although this is far from quiet, I would be remiss if I did not invite you all to Jumpstart Creativity tomorrow evening at the Mud Pie Bakery. Please join me in welcoming Jess Greene of Seek Your Course to Kansas City, one of her many stops on her Jumpstart Creativity tour of North America.

Here’s the skinny:

Event: Jumpstart Creativity FREE creative exploration experience
Place: Mud Pie Vegan Bakery and Coffeehouse
Address: 1615 W 39th St, Kansas City, MO 64111

Hope to see you all there!

 

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Jun 17

Return to Joy

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6×6 each encaustic collage on Encausticbord
Available in my Etsy shop.

Ever have one of those days? Argh! This tryptich was inspired by a morning of frustration. I had a very busy week meticulously planned and had a wrench thrown in my morning. My immediate response was exasperation and annoyance. I was feeling negative emotion from the circumstances. Given some time to process through the situation, I was able to see the other person’s point of view, and then return to my relational self. When I made it to my studio, I was able to take that emotional ride and build the story above to express the 3 distinct phases of my emotional journey.

Beyond my emotions, this tryptich also tells a story of the presence of God. When I was upset, I was no longer able to sense God with me, but as I returned to joy, I understood that He was there the whole time. As I looked back, I could see that my relational shut down had caused me to turn my back on Him. I really did not want to be compassionate, but wanted to be angry at the situation. Acknowledging the presence of God really makes it difficult to be angry. In turning towards Him, I found joy and relationship again.

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Jun 02

the reveal

i carry your heart

i carry your heart with me
16×12 encaustic collage on birch

The First Friday show went wonderfully. A steady flow of traffic came throughout the night. I was truly blessed by the many visits from friends, and was thrilled to have sold some paintings as well. Over the next week, I’ll be revealing the paintings of which you’ve only caught glimpses, and sharing some of their stories.

The painting above is a reflection on my relationship with my own love, Scott Jolley. Full of symbolism that we both find recurring in our writing and art, the painting mirrors the common bonds that bind our hearts together. This is a love letter of sorts, speaking a universal language of symbols and connection, adorned with the perfect words of e.e.cummings.

On another note, tomorrow is the launch of the Joy Journal Project. This free art journaling class will focus on the art of appreciation and joy. I will have a new assignment each month, introducing different mixed media techniques and supplies. A really nice feature of this project is the ability to jump in and out as life permits. Also, you have the option of joining online or in person.  There is still time to join.  Just go to the Joy Journal Project page on this website and enter the info needed to subscribe.

Note: if you believe you have joined, but have received no email with details, please contact me to be sure you are on the registry.

And another note: if you are attending in person and haven’t opened up the latest email, the location is not at Hidden Art Studio. Hurray that we have too many attending to fit here, so please note the address in your email.

 

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May 30

i carry your heart with me

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[i carry your heart with me(i carry it in]
by e.e.cummings

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i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
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i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
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here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart
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i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

 

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May 13

Happy Mother’s Day xo

For although there are generations not born yet, the seeds from which they’ll come are in the body of the child right here.

The wind blows and no child is just one child.

Every child carries generations of children inside.

Every child is like nestled dolls, all these generations nestled within — and mothering is a holy trust of whole entire eras.

Every day, every mother, she mothers thousands – all the children yet still to come. ~Ann Voskamp

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These beautiful words were shared by my friend, Gayle Dowell, this morning on facebook. They ring to so true, but make me melancholy. Knowing that the way I have raised my children will have effects that ripple for generations magnifies my every action and reaction. As a mother of two mostly grown children, I read these words and wish I had been wiser, more gentle, better prepared. I wish…

I cannot change the past, those parts I’d rather have responded with grace, but I can choose to recall the joy that we have experienced as a family. And I can adore the moment.

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This past week has been quiet here. My daughter is finishing her first semester of college. My men are on location working side by side.

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Without having the duties of teacher, wife and mother, I’ve had a great deal of time in the studio.

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The week has been a taste of what life may be like when my youngest graduates from our home school.

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I like the rhythm of my days, having time ruled only by the grumbling of my stomach, but have found I have had my fill of quiet.

Sea monster 2

 

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